I had a dream last night and he was repeatedly appearing in it. (It's not the case in reality though, because Jin's so faraway from me.)
I am always dreaming about real people. It's not a senseless dream that will never happen in reality. But even in the dream, there are many feelings of regret and pity. These feelings don't spare me even when I am asleep.
In my next lifetime, hopefully I will be together with this person I love so much.
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Star - YooMi
바람결이 창을 흔들고 내 키만한 작은 나의 방위로
아름답게 별빛들을 가득 채워주네요
셀수없이 많은 별들은 지쳐있는 나를 어루만지며
내 맘 속에 가득담은 눈물 닦아주네요
많이 아파하지마.. 날 꼭 안은채 다독여주며
잘자라 위로해주네요
걷지못할만큼 힘에 겨워 아파와도
눈물이 앞을 가려와도
갖지못할 내 사랑 앞에도 나 웃을래요
잠시라도 곁에 행복했던 기억들은 가슴에 간직할게요
두 눈에 수 놓아진 저 별들처럼 영원히
(translation by a girl called kim)
the wind is shaking the windows,and over my small room,
the stars fill up the sky, shining brightly too many to count,
the stars reassure the exhausted me
they wipe away the many tears that are deep inside me
don't be hurt too much..
they hug me tight and pamper me
and comfort me,
telling me to go to sleep
though I’m exhausted to the point where I can’t walk
though my tears blur my vision
I’ll still smile in front of my love that I’m not able to get
Even though our happy times were short, I’ll treasure it deep inside my heart
like those countless number of stars, forever
